Don't let me let you go.
Such is Sexiness Jay Chou - Bai She Feng Che
Yes, yes, I do realise this song is on repeat for now - it is just so sad! Heartwrenching in fact. When will the 9th arrive? I really, really cannot handle all this BS alone...
Anyways, a real update yeah!
So I got back last Thurs, the 23rd, and the day/ night was spent at home, considering the first place I visited in Sg soil was the doctor's; medicated self finally after a 2-week long battle with flu. Called up a couple of people, but didn't call even more. Surprises were in store for Hweng, Gav and Keith! Heh heh. And they all went pretty damn well ;). I was bursting with excitment, and trying very, very hard not to let anything out of the bag!
Fri I met my girlies @ Far East! We had lunchies at Sakura, so CJ! Some goodtimes, and me and choo got soexcited with the very cheapfood (4bucks! what!) - do pardon us, we haven't seen the light of non-AUD20-a-meal days for a loooong time now! :D
It was raining, a total mood spoiler. But I took a cab down to save the KrispyKremes! Glad to spread the joy, many told me they enjoyed it! Goodthing, I had to lug/ handcarry 3 boxes on board the aircraft together with my manybags k! Sorry to those who didn't get a taste, obviously you couldn't meet me in time! The doughnuts only last 3 days, max! And I never want you to taste bad KKs!
So yes, after lunch we walked around, and charps left us early :( so me and choo went to take neoprints just like ol' times hahahah.
Quick dinner with Ven & her bf, then off to suprise Hweng! The grand plan was to get three tickets (so the seats are in a row, duh), pass 2 to Dillon and get him to get Hweng into the dark cinema on time. I was meant to go in before them, and sit there in silence til peng recognised me! And of course, the whole point was to execute the surprise in a place where she couldn't scream despite wanting to ;)! I must say, the plan worked like a charm hehehe. Dear girl didn't even look twice at me when she was making her way to her seat! Maybe the glasses did it, or whatever, but I was trying so hard to suppress my laughter when she just sat there with the most puzzled expression, looking from the corner of her eyes at both Dillon and me! I couldn't take it eventually, so I removed my glasses and LOL-ed. She turned completely, but still had on the puzzled "this-chick-is-weird" expression; she turned back to face the front, and then did a little jump in her seat when she realised it was me! Hahahha! She was like, "wtf?!" Precious!! It was absolutely priceless man. I love you, hope you enjoyed your little surprise ;) And Casino Royale was much, much better than I expected, the opening sequence already took my breath away man, all that effort! Of course, the company made 007 that much more enjoyable - Loof soon! And Dil, thanks for your help - you were the perfectaccomplice hahah; peng didn't suspect a thing! High 5!
Sat I didn't need to do anything til evening, when I had to go to a wedding dinner with Mom in Jurong. After that, it was time to surprise Keith and Gav. Gav was late, so I got Keith alone first. His expression/ reaction was totally priceless too! He kept saying he was going to kill me, cos he couldn't believe I would spring such a surprise on him! :P Both him and Peng kept saying, "I can't believe you didn't tell me!". Eh, and then it would be a surprise because...? Well, I did win 'Surprise of the Year' from K. Gav wasn't as surprised as I hoped, his reaction? "Eh, when did you come back?" Damnnn. Howells, 2 successes is better than none, though 3 would've been good. And of course as expected, K and G dragged me to Zouk; I didn't really wanna go, cos I was jetlagged tired and like on antibiotics still. But I went in the end, had approx 9 drinks and got trashed. B wasn't toohappy about it, needless to say. Major, major drama the day after. =/ I can't believe him sometimes, I just want everyone to be happy, is it that hard??
Sunday I nursed a hangover, picked Nr the KK up in the afternoon, and we went to The Cheesecake Cafe on East Coast Road for tea. Ah Da came along too, of course! It was superchilled, very very nice ya! I love the hazelnut coffee there (YES! I now know where to find my favourite coffeefix in Sg!), and the cheesecake was divine. Dinner minus KK, and me and Da went to Bedok85; finally tried the bakchormee after hearing so much about it! It was realgood, and I'm a real Singaporean now! hahahah (Da said I wasn't pre-bakchormee). After a good loooong sigh-inducing chat over bakchormee and sugarcane juice, I dropped Da off before going home to facethemusic for my staying out late the past few nights -_-. And not from mom, mind you! Aiya, I'm putting it behind me lah, que sara sara (whatever will be, will be) right? I've exhausted every single part of me trying to reassure you, and really, I've reached the point where I have nothing left to give. Take it, or leave it.
Monday I couldn't take my messyhair, so I went to rebond my hair at Chapter 2 at Bugis. The result? Pretty good, but a bit flat for now! Money well spent. ;) Thanks to Cel for the recommendation!
Before:
After:
Puffy eyes, that needed some concealing! Hahaha.Today I had banmian and YaKun! Goodfood galore, all for less than SGD10! Woo!!!
♥ there's not a place
that we cant reach
that we cant reach
That soft spot.
Such is Sexiness Jay Chou - Bai She Feng Che
How do I tell him that I've always been in love with him, and that I'll give up everything I have for him? It makes things worse when you tell me that the both of you dedicate this one song to me;
梦希望没有尽头 我们走到这就好
meng xi wang mei you jing tou / wo men zou dao zhe jiu hao
I hope this dream has no end, so let’s just walk till here
因为我不想太快走完这幸福
yin wei wo bu xiang tai kuai zou wan zhe xin fu
Because i don’t wish for this bliss to end so soon
很可惜没有祝福 当爱你并不孤独 不会再让你哭
heng ke xi mei you zhu fu / dang ai ni bing bu gu du / bu hui zai ran ni ku
It is a pity that there is no blessing, I don’t feel lonely at all when loving you, i won’t let you cry again
我背你走到最后 能不能不要回头
wo bei ni zou dao zui hou / neng bu neng bu yao hui tou
I carry you till the end, can we not turn back
你紧紧地抱住我 说你不需要承诺
ni jing jing de bao zhu wo / shuo ni bu xu yao cheng nuo
You embraced me, telling me you don’t need any promises
你说我若一个人会比较自由
ni shuo wo ruo yi ge ren hui bi jiao zi you
You said I will have more freedom if i am by myself
我不懂你说什么 反正不会松手*
wo bu dong ni shuo shen me / fan zheng bu hui song shou
I don’t understand what you said, regardless, i won’t let go of your hands
我背你走到最后 能不能别想太多
wo bei ni zou dao zui hou / neng bu neng bie xiang tai duo
I carry you till the end, can we not think too much
会不会手牵着手 晚一点再到尽头
hui bu hui shou qian zhe shou / wan yi dian zai dao jing tou
Will we still be holding hands, reaching later to the end
你说不该再相见 只为了瞬间
ni shuo bu gai zai xiang jian / zi wei le shun jian
You said we shouldn’t meet anymore just for this brief moment
And him? All he thinks about is the end before the beginning; tui hou is getting to me, and I may soon do that. I am tired of heartache, sick of tears. I really don't deserve this shit. Ai cuo? Hah, who knows? The self-fulfilling prophecy is a strong one. Sorry for being so emotional, I guess certain events have made me feel less about my whole trip home, which was initially great! More details of the great (and very drunk, may I add) weekend coming up soon! Once this horrible, morbid wave of emotions tides over.
♥ there's not a place
that we cant reach
that we cant reach
You know it.
Evidently, his ego is more important to him than me; I grieve, and I cry. You hear me, but you don't make a sound. All you care about is protecting that damn ego of yours. You're driving me away, whether or not you intend to.
♥ there's not a place
that we cant reach
that we cant reach
Upon hearing the news...
...I cried.
Well, what was I supposed to do!? It's not like everyday you deal with revelations like that.
Anyways, I'm back from Tasmania (duh!); Cradle Mountain had snow, Strahan had bad weather, roadtrip to Hobart was au natural (complete with ZERO hp reception - byebye outside world, hello mountains, waterfalls, snow, hail, rain, sunshine), Cadbury Factory was eyeopening (you use an entire cocoa plant's seeds to make one Freddo!!), Peppermint Bay was relaxing, and Salamanca was full of quirky goodbuys. What a great short getaway trip, photos and more details coming soon! One more exam on Wed, then I can breathe.
♥ there's not a place
that we cant reach
that we cant reach
On the way down, I almost fell right through.
Such is Sexiness Dean Geyer - Turn the Beat Around
Deanbaby is out :(. The world is unfair! Well, at least I can go back home to Sg in peace and not have to worry bout missing Dean in the Idol finals. He's such a sweetheart with goodlooks, I swear, I wanna marry him!! Anyways, settling for second best (i.e. not being able to marry Dean) - will be in Tasmania for the next couple of days, back on Sat yep! The weather is horrible there :(, and I'm already half-sick (read: flu waiting to be developed into a full-blown cold) so I hope it'll all be O.K. Flight @ 8.25Am and first pitstop tomorrow morning - Cadbury Choc Factory! Weeee, maybe Willy will be there or something to spy on his competitors. Hehheh. So yes, will be back again..take care everyone! More water and don't fall sick like me - it sucks!
I can't believe you think I'm that stupid - of course I know who 'she' is.
♥ there's not a place
that we cant reach
that we cant reach
"From this moment onwards, you're the only reason for happiness."
Such is Sexiness 王力宏 - Forever Love
Yipee! Brain matter is scattered all over the place!
It was fuckin' awesome weather yesterday, and all things went well! Shopping yesterday, especially, was beyond fantabulous - Mom was being super generous! And thanks to her, I have 2 new Nine West bags (PSST Nine West is having a massive sale clearance!! One of the bags was like AUD39 (from AUD99!!)..bu mai tui bu ci zhi ji ya!!!!), a Nine West wallet, GASP half-jacket, earrings and a new dress! Well of course, I don't just have one new dress - I paid for some of the stuff too hokay! I got a new pair of flats at Myer too, and they're gorgegorgegorge!!
*Interruption, Mom calling*
Oh my god! Mom just called, telling me to get my overalls at Bardot, because she has now got a discount card. WTF!? A discount card!? You have to spend above a certain amount to get a DC (and trust me, Bardot is not cheapstuff)..I mean, she's been out of the house half an hour!! That's ridiculous!!!!!! She went to Melbourne Central, and based on my expert knowledge, Bardot is like shop #5 from when you first walk in. Geeeeeeeees, who's the shopaholic now!! Anyways I'm totally down now, I could've gone shopping with her but being the 'responsible' person that I am, I decided to do some revision before meeting Nain and all for Max. :( Ok, so photos! This is literally how much I bought (Well, the bags are big cos...I have no excuse.)
Bags bigger than Ena!
Awesome weather.
Mom calls this, 'Shopaholic crossing the road'. There's a whole series! Mom is so lame. =/
My spankingnew Nine West bag that I've been wanting for the longest time!!
Dinner @ YeShanghai; super nice ambience, food pretty good!
Latenight was spent wanting to go to Golden Monkey, but cos it was sopacked we went to Strike! instead, had some good ol' alchie, played air hockey, pool and bowled! I got 110! Woo! It's the alcohol I'm telling you! They should have a bar at the bowling alleys in Sg too! :) Oh, we did eventually get our much-craved karage chicken at Golden Money too, by the way. And like I promised myself, no more mojitos@GM!!
When you're red from alchie, you just gotta make do with Sepia/ B&W shots. Loves it. ;)Love it when you're J, hunnybunny.
♥ there's not a place
that we cant reach
that we cant reach
Just because.
Such is Sexiness JT - I Think She Knows
Great. Seriously you know. After my exam my mind is blank; no thoughts, no song stuck in my head. And all throughout the 2 hour paper, songs were fighting to dominate my thoughts - from 'Hips don't lie' to 'SOS', I had to use my psychological hand to fend them off. To no avail. That was annoying. Have you ever had a song stuck in your head during an exam? Well, it's 20, 567 times more annoying than having a song stuck in your head at any random time!
I'm so tired rightnow..and mom is tucked in; mom is killing me! She re-vamped my house (according to fengshui placements), wouldn't stop complaining about the non-existent (well to me, it's non-existent) mess, and toomuch clothes ("You need to stop buying clothes!" Huh?! As if! Psst. Bridge Road tmr!! And DFO on Sun!!!!!!). Gosh, maybe I'm so frustrated because I'm so tired (tossed and turned for the longest time last night), brain drained and all. Well, Sonz said she knows I'm happy still, simply because I'm going on a shorttrip to Tasmania, Mom is here, 3 (subjects assessed) down 1 to go, I'm going home soon, and cos, just because I have him. He always makes me smile. :)
♥ there's not a place
that we cant reach
that we cant reach
Still Alive.
So apparently what the Psych text is telling me is true - in place of real events occuring, visualization is just as powerful a motivator and substitute for the real event; it is a pretty good substitute for me, cos I actually think we have had so much fun together already! ;)
And, handed in 2 essays on Mon, first major (60%) exam tmr..argh NERVOUS like what! Still sleeping at 5.38AM (*blush*) but then again, is it better if a) I can't fall asleep before every major exam as per the past, or b) make myself so tired I don't think much about it I just fall straight asleep? Ahh, choices we have to make!
Oh, Mom's coming tmr! Damn freakin' excited k..WEEEEEE!!
♥ there's not a place
that we cant reach
that we cant reach
players only love you when they're playing.
Such is Sexiness The Corrs - Dreams
Ohmygod. A certain someone's image triggered me to search for old photos of *him*, and I am awfully disappointed cos it seems I might have accidently deleted my favourite photo of *us*!!! Jeez, Christ, God. How dumb of me. Hopefully my other memorycard still has that picture, cos that's the best memory I have left. Anyways, that prompted a whole return-to-the-past-frenzy..and I am savouring each and every one of them photographic memory..how time flies. I did look significantly different then! I look so young, and my hair was soooooo freakin' short! GAH!!
IH is hot to go; gelatigelatigelati.
Von-zy and me!
What kind of a GD pose is that?! I don't even remember what we were trying to do!
Floormates - I miss them so much!! From people you see everysingleday to once in a freakin' bluemoon.. :(
Valedictory dinner! Hehehehe. David! Gosh he went around kissing EVERYONE!!! Sugs couldn't stand him lol.
National Night - so drunk I was this night!!
Hiro and me. :)
Haha, love this pic! Paul and Sugs.
Missing you guys all. NYE is nearly here again.
BITCH!! MISS YOU YOU KNOW..how did u spend your one year without me? =/ WE ALSO DESPERATELY NEED TO TAKE MORE PHOTOS TOG. that's so old!
SILLY!! SEEING YOU SOON. can't wait :)
This belongs in winterbreak's hall-of-fame. x)
babygirl, i MISS YOU MUCHMUCHMUCH too!!! 
And you, HUGS+MISSES.I know the year's not technically over, but the school year is. And I just wanna say, it has been a blast of a year man, summerbreak is gonna be even more awesome! Loves you all!
Memories, I'll never want to throw away. Strange but, I hope I never forget you. But if I do, you know what to say to make me remember you baby. Remembering that line is my pact to you (apactthatillneverforget).
As much as I try to convince myself that what K said is true, I can't help but want to trust you. There, you got me.
♥ there's not a place
that we cant reach
that we cant reach
