Tuesday, July 25, 2006 @10:30 AM
to ariel the mermaid.
i think ure highly delusional, sarah-ann.
i mean, why say u hang out with janice totochan and cindy 'cinderella' when they don't even exist?
well, they might exist but they sure as hell don't know you do.
why try so hard to 'fit in'?
sometimes trying too hard can have the opposite effect and aren't u tired of keeping up the facade?
everyone sees through all your lies, you're going overboard and it's time to stop hun.
im only saying this cos sometimes, i feel so sorry for you.
i said this before, but ill say it again - sometimes being your own person is cool.
we'll probably still like u if u didnt have riches; expensive treads, bags and gear are not everything.
drop the whole personae you made up because even if ure not tired, im exhausted at having to nod at your fuckingblatantlies.
going out everysingleday, partying twice (sometimes thrice) a week.
you think that's cool?
just like everyone else, i work hard at maintaining my friendships and making sure my
friends accept me for
who i am.
wake up and smell the coffee, life's not all "so-and-so singer is my childhood friend" and "yeah! i went shopping today and i dropped my money like its hot! im cool!" here's the deal, no one really cares so at the end you only make yourself feel more empty. speaking of singers, i had the weirdest dream last night. the whole dream was literally a
dream.
ahhh... i miss ya boy.
See you got me all alone
Waitin right here by the phone
For you to call me,
Just to hear
Your voice tone
I keep on wondering if you was even
Feeling me, I keep on wondering if
This was even meant to be
Tell me imma waste of time, boy
You showing me no sign, is it cuz u on
Ya grid, cuz your always on my mind
I keep on wondering if everything you said was true
I keep on wondering if you were really coming through
Now here I go again blowing you up,
And my girlfriends keep telling me
I'm doing too much
I'm leaving messages and voicemails
Telling you I miss you
Baby am I doing too much (too much)
Why you tryna diss me
When I just wanna kiss you
Baby am I doing too much (too much)
Tell me what's the issue
Who I give these lips to Loves it Paula Deana - Doing Too Much