say its cos ure mine.

What, you've taken to calling me 'qt' now? Tackkkky!

ARGH. I don't know what my blog has become - an angst-filled hole or a boring lack of meaningful updates. I apologise for you have caught me at a bad time. I never realised that after nearly 14 years of schooling, I would be back at square one - racking my brains out in an attempt to 'understand' material for an exam. And like the past 14 years, don't tell me I have to resort to what has (miraculously) always worked for me: selective revision and praying hard. By hard, I mean fuckin' day-and-night, night-and-day hard. Ok, let's not jinx it now. But I'm almost too old, too jaded for this selective revision thing now; I was so nervous the night before my a level's geog exam because I literally studied the night before (believe it, or not) and got like an hour's sleep. I don't want to go through the cycle of panic-fatigue-stress again. It is too much for my old self to bear. Honestly, it does not feel good going into an exam knowing you did minimal (and very selective) studying (but of course it feels awesome when you realise the praying paid off and the questions were on stuff you actually read through! Ok, I've got to stop jinxing it.)

But yes, I've barely finished the first lect (or the 13th out of 24) after 'slogging' over it the past 5 hours. We just can't push some things... Yes, looking at it suffices to grant me a major headache. I mean literally. Yes yes, attention-deficit disorder (ACD) - what a nasty thing. Fuck this shit, I'm going to bed and when I wake up I'll just pray this isn't true, the exam isn't on Fri and I don't not know jack. But of course, I still want to be in reality where I jet home on Sun. Ahh, things are happening too fast when they shouldn't. What kind of an abstract reflection did I just embark on? I'm sorry, I know this shit I just typed out may sound horribly abstract or structurally incoherent, but that's what reading a text that spits out X new words in a X+2 sentence does to you.


Listen here, I cannot disappear
I've tried again and again, again and again.
[...]
You're always on my mind,
It's like this all the time...


Loves it Heater warming me up

♥ there's not a place
that we cant reach

21.
7th August.
Born and Bred in Singapore.
In Melbourne right now.
Undergrad @ Melb Uni.

Loves: Mangoes, Shoes, Bags (i.e. SHOPPING), Travelling, Movies, GoodFriends, Catching Up, Partying, Dancing, Cam-Whoring, Dad Mom Babysis (i.e. family), Aviator shades.

Hates: The Cold, Being stood up, Being lied to, Being taken for granted, Being so far away from Home, Having nothing to wear.


1st Oct - YumCha!
2nd Oct - Matt's 21st.
2nd Oct - Mel's 21st.
2nd Oct - PF essay due.
3rd Oct - The Devil Wears Prada.
4th Oct - Latin Night @ Lotus.
[...] - WORK, WORK, MORE WORK!
25th Oct - Hiro's Bday.

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