you got served.
You speak only of yourself; say what you mean, and mean what you say.
Don't be silly, of course I knew. I just didn't wanna tell you.
Loves it Suzanne Vega - Tom's Diner
♥ there's not a place
that we cant reach
that we cant reach
again and again and again.
About to start some hard-core editing for my Lit essay. *Jia you! Kambate! Aza aza fighting!* Tommi's 21st tmr will be a good time-out for me, even though I haven't been working all that hard.
2 Deja-vus in one day. Within 4hours of each other. Life is uncanny. Or maybe I should just sleep less so I'll dream less. Speaking of dreams, I've been having the weirdest ones lately, might be the med - I'm almost hallucinating. Oh but don't worry, you're very real.
//edit.
What technological slaves we have become. Check this out:
I wanted to talk to hweng, and wanted to check if she was online. My paper was kinda in the way, and instinctively, I moved my mouse to 'push' it away, only to realise that the paper wasn't in the computer.
Loves it Rachel Yamagata - I'll Find A Way
♥ there's not a place
that we cant reach
that we cant reach
Words get in the way.
♥ there's not a place
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that we cant reach
Get well soon, please.
Maybe wanting to much and stressing over it is detrimental to your health. The nose won't stop sneezing my hands are horribly cold the body is aching the eyes can't open properly because of incessant sneezing.
Loves it Jack's Mannequin - Rescued
♥ there's not a place
that we cant reach
that we cant reach
mommy mommy mommy!!
aww shrucks. i know i should be doing work but really, this wanting to have a fuckin'-awesome 21st is overwhelming me. ever since mich told me how much fun she had on hers... anyways people, i have re-scheduled my birthday to be the 21st of july (hahaha cos u really CAN 're-schedule' as and when you like ;)) i don't care what u're doing on that day, u stop whatever it is for me! okay? please say yes? it's a friday!!
as you all know ive got my ass stuck here in Melbourne during my actual bday, so what can one do but celebrate it in advance? ive been toying with the idea of a big celebration but im so afraid no one's gonna turn up...and anyways, i was browsing online and Altivo (that funky new place on Mt Faber!!!) looks really, really promising. if this all works out, i want everyone to be there in their best dresses/ frocks/ tux (i kid)/ going-out wear.
effing gorgeous or what?
and this other place that's like really out-of-the-way near the PSA building is gorgeous and i saw some party packages and it ain't that expensive. but it is reallly out-of-the-way and most people probably wouldn't be able to find it. but it has a Balinese theme ahhh how exotic.
okay i think this is the picture of the villas in Bali itself. heh.
this, i think is in Sg.
boohoohoo. i want it all. if i promise to be good, will i really get all i want for my birthday? men patronize women so much...even daddy :(
daddy please daddy don't. papa don't preach, i want a memorable birthday...
♥ there's not a place
that we cant reach
that we cant reach
grumpy as hell.
How do you wake up with a sore throat? All I did was have an ice-cream cone, mandarin orange, udon, 2 ice sticks what. Why why why. It hurts :(
♥ there's not a place
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and dey say
Apparently imitation is the highest form of flattery.
-Thanks, but no thanks.
This blog now has some rights reserved as you'll notice when you first enter the site (got this off Hweng - sorry darl but it seems like I have people who are ripping stuff off this blog which I FUCKING WROTE without giving it due credit). So yes people, there are some rights reserved regarding my 'works'. I can technically sue you for plagarism. The uni you go to...don't they enforce strict restrictions on that? Tsk double tsk. Oh shush to myself. Someone somewhere might be loving what I just said and will want to assume it was what they said. Go find Wit elsewhere cos you ain't getting it from me. I didn't realise I wrote that well - thanks again for nothing. But oh before I go - I just thought I'ld be nice enough to remind you to return the 'high life' you're 'living' back to the people you stole it from. They called and they know; in case you didn't realise, everyone knows about all the lies you've told and no one really believes you. We only nod out of courtesy. Would burst the bubble you're in if you haven't already spun a web so thick you can't even find your own way out. Sorry this is harsh Hunny, but I really didn't will you to step on my tail. It's OK to be who you really are sometimes - not everyone is rich, smart, pretty, cool or Perfect. Why smile when you're not happy, or complain when you're really satisfied?
♥ there's not a place
that we cant reach
that we cant reach
the dating game.
back in sg, when u're 'dating' someone, u just date someone - we never used to ask, "where is he from?"
the things aust does to you.
♥ there's not a place
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that we cant reach
hanging by a moment.
It was Mich's 21st today (yes CJ people, Mich from t12!), and what was initially meant to be a fun-filled dinner date got reduced to a fun-filled catchup sesh over bubble tea. It was great, no less. Considering we haven't met in a full year (I believe the last time I saw her in Melb was also her bday last year, when we had yummy katsudon at Hako). It's weird how well we hit it off; from complete strangers to being schoolmates who knew each other only by sight to being a 'friend' on friendster to speaking because we were both going to Melb - onlookers who didn't know better would prolly think we hang out pretty often. But we don't. So ya. Interesting things human relationships are. We went for bubble tea at the coolest place EVER! There were swings...
And we took neoprints! Well I kinda dragged her there and she was up for it so YAYS. And I have to admit, I was feeling a little narcissistic today. Simply because I put eyeliner on (I haven't for nearly 2 weeks now because there's no occasion!).
Also, I think Greece lost the match; supporters were kicking the Aussie shop windows.
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Moral of the Day: When you wear your heart on your sleeve, there's really not much left to hide.
I say, let the Broken serve as a reminder of what was once beautiful. Don't fix anything.
Loves it Britney Spears - I Will Still Love You
♥ there's not a place
that we cant reach
that we cant reach
hey?/ "tomorrow is only a day away."
it only just hit me that this is the last week of uni and i will be having my last class of the sem tomorrow afternoon. come tomorrow, i will be done with the first half of my 2nd year. come tomorrow i should seriously be getting my ass down to some serious work. come tomorrow i will finally hurl this ass out of the house to catch up with mich over coffee. come tomorrow it is home-confine and work like there's no tomorrow (i shall eat, breathe and live Work. hurrah.) come tomorrow i am officially a month away from Home.
where did Time go? and did i mention that of late, the weather has been nothing short of miserable.
Loves it Big Brother Uplate
♥ there's not a place
that we cant reach
that we cant reach
"trust no one."
It's might be hard to:
a) Not to look at something that's obviously in your face;
b) Refrain from taking what's not yours when the owner is not around;
c) Resist falling for someone who flatters you all the time.
But you could at least have tried. Sure was easy for you to do.
Human nature. Absolutely fascinating.
Loves it Big Brother Adults Only
♥ there's not a place
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that we cant reach
friends with benefit.
| Your Famous Movie Kiss is from Cruel Intentions |
 "I'm the only girl you can't have, and it kills you." |
fuck this "good girl" movie is effin' boring. jennifer aniston should just stick to f.r.i.e.n.d.s.
Loves it The Good Girl
♥ there's not a place
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that we cant reach
it's like you're a drug.
So I've been doing research for my Lit essay and the repetitive reading of The Picture of Dorian Gray has me visualising that if Dorian were to be represented in contemporary terms, to me, he would look something like this:
Gay, impossibly beautiful, admired, (possibly) immoral? Hey it helps that both their names start with 'D' too!
It's such a long time ago, you brought me out of control.
And I know I let you have all the power
And I know these voices in my head
Are mine alone
And I know I'll never change my ways
If I don't give you up now
And I realise I can't quit you over time
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts
In my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
I'm hooked on you
I need a fix
I can't take it
Just one more hit
I promise I can deal with it
I'll handle it, quit it
Just one more time
Then that's it
Just a little bit more to get me through this
For 3 days now, I've woken up with this song in my head.
Loves it Kelly Clarkson - Addicted
♥ there's not a place
that we cant reach
that we cant reach
words of wisdom.
"So may he himself love, and not gain the thing he loves!"
Loves it Big Brother Uplate
♥ there's not a place
that we cant reach
that we cant reach
'we' are "friends with potential".
yayaya. i should be working but i'm so bored. argh. damn the internet and online quizzes.
anyways, Friends with Potential? I like the sound of that already.
| You're Part Diva |
 You know that a girl's gotta work it to get her way in the world. And while you aren't about to throw a tantrum at every turn... You do amp up the drama when you know you need it. You mix charm, honesty, and kindness to get ahead. |
| You Are 72% Girly |
 You're a pretty girly chick, and you're not ashamed to admit it (or wear pink). But you're also practical. You can hang with the guys, as long as they're not too gross! |
| You are a City Girl! |
 Whether you live in the city or not, you've got the heart of a city girl. You're up on the latest trends - what's hot in music, food, and fashion. And you love to be on the go. Your perfect day is filled with tons of fun. Your perfect guy is a city guy, so head to LA, NYC, Sydney, or London to find him! |
no doubt about that.
oh my god. i have a "crush of convenience".
okay, enough already! time for big brother ;)
Loves it Online Quizzes!
♥ there's not a place
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that we cant reach
still so hot.
my
heart
is
breaking.
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that we cant reach
too hungover.
loveactually is playing. always makes me feel so fuzzy inside. still hungover. didn't do ANY work this weekend! what the...!! got awoken twice this morning - first time at half past 8. then after 5 hours of sleep, i went down to ikea with eric. and we dragged like 10kg worth of stuff home. what a great workout i had today. am very, very, tired. but must.watch.big.brother.uplate.
Loves it loveactually
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how about a real -boring- update?
"If you leave here, you leave me broken sha-la-la-la."
Housewarming party this Sat. Days are spent running to and from Safeway and other random shops to get supplies. The stage is set (not literally) for a crazy night of boozing and social interactions - no parents, no sister, spickandspan apartment (kinda), loads of munchies, drinking games, Jenga, bottles of Pink/ Yellow sparkling wine, packs of assorted beer, brandnew bottle of Southern Comfort, wine... plus some leftovers of Chivas&Absolut Raspberry. Now all I need is that bottle of Barcadi 151 and Twister game set. Barcadi is absolutely essential because everyone (who drinks, I'm not that harsh to force-feed non-drinkers) needs to take a shot of it before they enter! ;) Uhm, I might have turned my housewarming into an alcohol party? Oops.
"Take it out! Take it out!"
In moments of unbearable pain, restrain self from screaming. Sure, it can relieve some pain (psychologically), but it can have very unnerving effects on your neighbours, or people around you. If you're alone however, I say hell, go for it! I teared, kicked and yelped a little. Worked like a charm. But that surely didn't beat popping a painkiller and painfully (pun intended) inducing sleep.
"Tak-glam? So what?! I'm having a party!!"
After sleep, it is of utmost importance that one sticks to plan of the day. Since Wed is my hermit-never-step-out-of-flat day, I planned to wash the toilet so it is squeakyclean. The unexpected hiccup in the form of badbad *cough* pains cannot deter me! So I spent nearly an hour, hunched in pain, washing the toilet.
"You cannot escape Death."
final destination 3 was a fucked up gore-fest. It was like blood everywhere *splatter splatter splatter* it's free anyways. Though I must say that after such a long period of no-horror movies I was kinda freaked out in the beginning credits, simply cos the music was spooky. But that beginning was the end of the scariness. Boooo. The ticketcounter chick also gave us good-bad middle seats that were pretty near the front. That fucked up my knees cos I had to kinda lean back in the chair to get comfortable, at the expense of bending my knees a little too much.
"This is Big Brother."
Of course, besides going to school daily, I watch Big Brother. It is so lame-ass I can't believe I'm somewhat addicted to it. But the housemates this year are all pretty goodlooking. It airs every single fucking day at 7pm, and then there's like a uplate thingy at 11.15 where you get to just 'observe' them. I say observe cos that's what you really do - they're just doing really everyday stuff like talking and all that.
"Strike a pose there's nothing to it."
Mambo Magic event at Hush Bar this Fri. i absolutely cannot wait. Even though I am bu gan yuan about paying AUD14 for entry when MAMBO is meant to be Ladies' Night = SG$0.
Okay, that was boring enough. See you guys around; countdown status: 46 days to Home.
Loves it The Veronicas - When It All Falls Apart
♥ there's not a place
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that we cant reach
mental note: do not get self into sh*t.
what a day. qm had me man - it was a revision class so we were meant to 'review' our understanding of previous topics today. i completely didn't know how to do like every single question. if this is my overall understanding i guess i'm pretty much screwed for the exam man. so i guess having it on the 23rd is kinda a blessing in disguise; more time to study for it! and what was meant to be my napinlibrary break became a lunch break with sugata and this fresher chick from ih. the whole hour was full of quirky repertoire laughter and nostalgia which evoked memories of ih'05. that was indeed a fun year, and today made me realise all over again how much i miss that place. but specifically ih last year. from eating raw pasta and getting soaked in gross sh*t during o-week to dodging romantic rumours to complaining about eating crappy food to lovely after12 hallway chats to sweating it out during summer in the already-clastrophobic Wadham rooms to allthatjazz. life is kinda quiet nowadays even though the evening was spent at lounge followed by stocking up on alcoholchipsdipsfizzydrinks at safeway. ah, that sums up a day.
Loves it Rhianna - SOS
♥ there's not a place
that we cant reach
that we cant reach
everyday's the day before.
"passion paralyses discrimination."
and that is only why right now, i cannot bring myself to evaluate you in a negative light. otherwise, as most people know, you are the worse thing floating around.
and so they say life is a gamble. i've learnt, from first hand experience (in every sense of the word) that once you get into the game, you kinda never wanna stop. whether you win or lose, you just keep going; when you win, you want to win more (i.e. get more out of Life) but when you lose, you want to continue playing to recover your losses (i.e. you keep going to recover what you perceived you lost). that's why people keep playing and there is no end to this giant gamble life is. kinda like gambling in a casino too. well in any case, i lost.
Loves it Dirty Dancing OST - Time of My Life
♥ there's not a place
that we cant reach
that we cant reach
so little time.
Ripped this off hweng. And I've only visited 4% of the world. How very sad.
create your own visited countries map
or vertaling Duits Nederlands
Loves it Jay Chou's "Incomparable to Jay" Concert
♥ there's not a place
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that we cant reach
Not once, not twice. But 3 times.
i keep on falling, in and out, of love.
cafe preview was pretty decent. trip to ih was worth it afterall. i loved it, mainly cause the theme was "that 70s show". and people who know me should know im a pretty big fan of retroshit. so yeah... life has been the same - how do i inject some excitment into it? well, let's see...im gonna try my luck at blackjack tmr..so wish me luck ppl. i need to recover my $88 from being locked out! and of course, a little extra cash wouldnt hurt :) the weekend is here again; i cant believe how fast time flies here. and i still have NO flight home, by the way. how very sad! and the reason why this post is falling apart and so incoherent is because that is exactly what i am right now.
bye.
Loves it "Why don't we break up, there's nothing left to say." - Robbie Williams
♥ there's not a place
that we cant reach
that we cant reach
it all feels so strange.
how can having your hand in someone else's make you feel both happy and trapped?
Loves it Gabrielle - Out of Reach
♥ there's not a place
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that we cant reach
i hate confessions...
...especially from pimps.
like, what do you say, what do you do when they're so lying in your face. affection can be a front for some, but to me its almost tangible - very real. i don't wanna have to deal with any more lies in the near future, so if ure just gaming please show yourself out the door. because even as much as i'd hate to admit it, you're making me lose myself; im normally in-your-face with remarks and stuff but with you it's like this just took a backseat. in other words, you kinda take my breath away.
Note to self: Ena, you don't and never will date younger guys!
Loves it I've got to keep on moving
♥ there's not a place
that we cant reach
that we cant reach
i don't know why, i can't keep my eyes off you.
too much alcohol night before + flu = paleness to the max.
she obviously doesn't fancy mars bar cheesecake as much as i do.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOVE.
Southbank on a wet night.
birthday boy. happy 21st to raymond.
"If you're a girl, get in the picture!" -Overheard.
Midnight surprise.
Choco Mocca from Crown Bakery - fuckin' good cake.
Loves it Lifehouse - Walking Away
♥ there's not a place
that we cant reach
that we cant reach
i'm having a day from hell.
...it wasn't going so well.
oh my fuckin' god. new month, new life huh? my freakin' ass. i had like the worse day EVER. ok, excluding sonz' bday, my day has been sh*t. on my way to sonz midnight surprise thingamajiggy, i LOCKED MYSELF OUT. yes, u heard me right. i locked myself out. and i realised it as soon as the door slammed shut. haha. what a joke, ena. the keys were right there on the kitchen top, together with the champagne. and guess what? i remembered to take the champagne but NOT the keys. how very stupid. it cost me $88 to get back into my house, and they used a freakin' master key to get me in. that 2 min work easily got them 88bucks. what the f*ck man?! and for that same 2min job they were gonna charge me $200 if they came out at 1am last night. bunch of losers. and now let me just bitch about my exam timetable. my freakin' god. the end of exams is officially on the 23rd of june and guess what? i have a paper then!!! argh. that equates to 3 extra weeks in melb doing absolutely nothing. well, im meant to be revising but thats another story. so it works out to 3weeks here doing nothing and nothing being able to attend ah da's 21st. :( i am super sad can! sorry ah da. unless u have another party i will surely come to lance, lance!
but don't worry babies - i made dad call as soon as i found out (8am Sg time) and made him book me on the first flight home.
Loves it Kelly CLarkson - The Trouble With Love Is
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